making room for more of this ❤

we have been working 7 days a week for the past three years

we're exhausted from grinding

we're constantly missing out on life and we're dealing with a lot of resentment for the business because we always put it first

coupled with some very life-changing personal things going on, we made the huge decision to completely stop our wholesale accounts

so what this means for you...

now you will ONLY be able to find us at @hudsonfarmersmarketny @beaconfarmersmarket and @randomharvestny

or you can order directly through the website (if you're local we'll deliver, otherwise UPS will take care of ya)

what this means for us...

we'll be able to live our life at a slower pace and show Bea what it means to take care of our family

we'll be able to actually see family and friends and not miss every single event because of work

we'll be able to start the homeschool journey with Bea

maybe we'll be able to fall back in love with Happy Belly 😝

Bea said to me the other day "now you're feeling better, you can get back to work" 🤦‍♀️ it was a strong and shameful moment for me. A "what the fuck am I teaching my kid?" kind of moment.

I hear there's more to life than working 🤣🤷‍♀️ I would like to find out

This might not be a permanent decision but it's the decision that makes sense now

We've put our lives on the back-burner for years to accommodate the business and now we want more

We know many of you who grab our stuff at Hawthorne or Miller's Crossing or one of the local coffee shops will be super disappointed, but this is to make sure I don't actually lose my shit and shut down Happy Belly altogether

I need a fucking break before I tank the business