Reflections: throwback to the fall equinox walk we took last year at #greenportconservationarea ⛰ so much in my life has shifted over the past 6 months.

A lot of deep pain and ancestral trauma has been working itself through me. Anger and rage has been its undercurrent and I am the antenna. Sometimes it takes ahold and brings me to really dark places. In those places I am hearing the voices of family-- both biological and spiritual lineages-- call for MORE and call for a CHANGE. I think it's a fierceness that comes with Motherhood Womanhood Personhood that is rarely talked about.

I am waking up each day realizing that all the work I am/we are doing is rippling outward. Seriously moving things within our lines. Every act of kindness toward myself is a step toward something radical. Revolutionary. We now have time and space and consciousness to do it. And we don't have to hide in the same ways we used to.

I'm touching places in my heart that I put to sleep when I was a child. All because of Bea. All because of the massive transformations that have been set in motion with her arrival. Callum's arrival. My arrival. Cannot be more grateful for the pain it took to bring them into this world. It taught me freedom. It taught me strength. It taught me how to see myself for everything that I am and everything I am not and LOVE THE SHIT out of that woman.

But now, it really feels like we're energetically moving back into a place of balance.

I welcome its return. The Yin. The Yang.