This man... the absolute definition of a Dad. Being called to give your child back to Spirit is the most selfless act a parent is faced with and this man did it with grace (how is that even possible?!). What fucking strength it took for you to support us on this insane, completely unexpected, and vastly complicated journey.

You hold me up when I can't stand. You encourage me to loosen when I refuse to let go. You teach me to breathe when I'm angry to even be alive in this reality.

With one in heaven and one in my belly, your babies (and Gertie) love you for everything you are and everything you give to them--- your all, all the time. Whether they're physically here or just on the other side, you are always present.

Thank you for keeping Callum alive. Thank you for giving me Bea. Thank you for being my past, my now, and my future.

I bow down to you. I see you. I love you.